Life has a way
Monday, January 7, 2008
Life has a way no matter if you like it or not. It could be bad, it could be good. Sometimes it's not fair and sometimes it is. But most of all I don't understand it at all. I don't think anyone does.
Life is just sometimes bleh. At the moment one of my friends is currently in the process of moving to West Virginia. But I personally feel that she's doing it for all of the wrong reasons. I understand that life can be tough and doesn't go the way we planned but is running from it really going to solve anything? I also think she's just moving they're for a guy that she met 3 months ago. I haven't said a word to my friend yet and maybe should. It can just be pain staking sometimes because you see some one you once considered close now just up and leaving.
What happened to the whole "The only thing keeping me in Jersey is you, your cousin, Chris, and Sherri"? I guess thats since changed considering a few months down the line she started saying "The only thing keeping me in Jersey is You and Sherri"? It appears that things have changed and maybe they just don't care anymore.
I wish I knew the answer to life. All of the answers in fact but alas I don't. The only one that does is God. But even sometimes I have trouble believing that. I mean how could He rip away the most important people in your life from you? He took away the closest person I knew from me and sent them to Swedesboro, NJ, he took away my friends at ABC, and now He's taking away one of my closest friends by allowing them to run away from they're problems. I know that, that she doesn't believe in God or anything but still it's my own view, thoughts, whatever you'd like to call it. And I hate sounding selfish in the above about the whole thing about Swedesboro but still it's just one of those things where I'm like "WTF?!".
Well I'm going to get back to work and enjoy this lovely 44 degree weather considering it feels warm right now. I can't wait for it to hit 60 degree later this week.
